Suttel's Mind

I think I’m lost.

Or maybe I just don’t want to find the way out at all.

This hodgepodge of thoughts make it easy to “lose” myself.

I can hide from the onslaught of people like the dusty books on your shelf.

But, fortunately or is it unfortunately, there is a select few willing to risk cleaning off the dust.

That’s not even the weird part yet.

For some reason or another, the select few even find this hodgepodge of ideas worth reading.


They open it up and notice the fragmented pieces that clutter through out it.
Interesting but confused at the same time they search through.
It makes me squint
It's not like me to let people in to the disaster.
Unfortunately or is it fortunately I'm no longer the sole master.
Now a part owner.

How could anyone want to see into my brain?

Even to its creator I can understand it being a strain to understand.

I’m not the creator but I am its resident and I sure as hell can’t really figure it completely out.

These select few flip through every page of the open book and can’t wait to read the next page.

Who would want to read a book full of just random sentences? None really fitting together.

They are anomalies leaching onto my brain and are planning on staying till the last page.

These anomalies are taking over; writing themselves into the dusty old book on the shelf.

They are turning it into something much more beautiful.

Slowly putting everything in its proper place.

Finally giving me a reason to want to navigate it.

That book on the shelf is no longer just a jumble of words.

It’s a beautiful book with an intricate front page and not just one author, but several.

All these authors somehow enjoy every minute of putting this very extensive book together.

Soon, the not yet finished book will be ready to put on display.

Whipping off all the dust, and giving it a proper name.

Suttel’s Mind.


If you think about it,
It's not right to call it Suttel's Mind.
I might have been the original resident,
But there's a couple people who decided to share the rent.
Just as aware of what going on as I.
Knowing all my mistakes and accomplishments.
Documenting them because I usually forget.
But being the humble people they are,
They pretend like they played no part.
Beautiful people and
Beating with one beautiful heart.


Suttel's Mind,
Written by the kind.
All of them have shined
When I said they should be added to the tittle,
 They respectively declined.
No one else would have.
Just shows how great the other authors are.
The perfectly appointed pundit of Suttel's Mind.